Ivy would have been 18 months yesterday. I still think about her every day. Eddie, my ‘rainbow’ baby, is now 4 months old, and if his weight is anything to go by he’s thriving! I have so much love for him 🙂 His delivery was less than perfect, but at least I had a living […]
Not updated this blog in a while so guess it’s overdue! Its almost 10 months since Ivy died – can’t believe how fast the time has gone! Since then we’ve added a new cat to our family – DeeDee, an adorable 4 month old kitten who has an incredible amount of attitude with an obsession […]
On Christmas Day Ivy would have turned 5 months old. 25 has turned out to be a sad number for me. All things 25 should have been joyous when I think about it. •The 25th of July should have been one of the best days of my life – it was the worst, second only […]
The 16th of November was the beginning. I took a pregnancy test in the evening as my period was 2 days late. By this point we were 10 months into trying so I hadn’t much hope, but there it was! A positive test. A much different experience from my first pregnancy test in 2010, but […]
K – if you read this, it was lovely to catch up with you again & I hope you don’t mind me blogging about this. I almost never receive twitter notifications, and if I do it’s usually because my mum favourited a tweet of mine haha! But yesterday a Uni friend got in touch via […]
Today marks 12 weeks since Ivy was born. It still feels like yesterday when I was taking Theo to the park after having a smear, hoping to get things moving along! I can’t believe how quickly time seems to have passed. I think it helps now that little man is at nursery – we’ve fallen […]
This time last year infant loss awareness week wasn’t on my radar, and October 15th was just an ordinary day. But this year is different. 2014 will always be remembered as the year I lost a child.. Tonight I am remembering my daughter, Ivy Florence. I miss her everyday.