On Christmas Day Ivy would have turned 5 months old. 25 has turned out to be a sad number for me. All things 25 should have been joyous when I think about it. •The 25th of July should have been one of the best days of my life – it was the worst, second only […]
The 16th of November was the beginning. I took a pregnancy test in the evening as my period was 2 days late. By this point we were 10 months into trying so I hadn’t much hope, but there it was! A positive test. A much different experience from my first pregnancy test in 2010, but […]
K – if you read this, it was lovely to catch up with you again & I hope you don’t mind me blogging about this. I almost never receive twitter notifications, and if I do it’s usually because my mum favourited a tweet of mine haha! But yesterday a Uni friend got in touch via […]
Today marks 12 weeks since Ivy was born. It still feels like yesterday when I was taking Theo to the park after having a smear, hoping to get things moving along! I can’t believe how quickly time seems to have passed. I think it helps now that little man is at nursery – we’ve fallen […]
This time last year infant loss awareness week wasn’t on my radar, and October 15th was just an ordinary day. But this year is different. 2014 will always be remembered as the year I lost a child.. Tonight I am remembering my daughter, Ivy Florence. I miss her everyday.
My gorgeous baby girl!! This will likely be the first and last picture of Ivy that I share with you – the others feel too personal. This is one of my favourites as she isn’t covered in tubes and wires, and she’s wrapped in her brother’s blanket. It’s a special moment that I shared alone […]
You never think it will be you. Pregnancy is full of statistics. From the very beginning, you are aware of the fact that 1 in 4 pregnancies ends in miscarriage. When you make it to 12 weeks and see that little baby bouncing around you can breathe a little bit easier. We made it through […]